Thought I should update this a bit. I no longer live in New York, I life in a little Midwestern town. I've been taking part art photos at work and my boss said I could put some up so long as I don't give any details of what they are. Enjoy using them as stock though.

So I got a job and now I'm moving to New York. From the tiny town 400 miles north of everywhere to the big apple. I'm excite and scared to be frank. I have to find an apartment where me and my kitty can live relativly close to work. If you have any tips or advice drop me a line.

Wow, Finally made the 1,000 mark. I feel so special!

All my engineering classes are done. All the classes I have for next semester are for my thearter arts minor and really I could drop now and feel fine about it. One small problem though, for months, hell years, now I have been just trying to get through. All I was working toward was my degree. I just wanted to be done and now I am. so... now I have to decide what my next move is and I have no idea. I know that I can change my mind, I know that any job I take there will be training on how to do it but .... I dont know what job I want or where I want to go. Do I follow the boyfriend to peoria and see what type of job I can land there? Do I just find a job anywhere and say 'if it was ment to be it will work out'? You'd think after so many years in college I would at least know I want to be an engineer but no... I dont even know that. I dont know why I write journals to begin with since Mat's the only one who reads them.well enough self pity for tonight time to go put my head through a wall.

--Tah

So I'm off for two weeks on a road trip of 6 states before starting classes again.